all falls down

my song choice on here is so not how i feel anymore...im quite the opposite..i continued to believe and hope but nothing good has come or seems to be coming from the optimism..its REALITY i guess..im not throwing a pity party, who would come lol? (that made me laugh..) i just felt the need to express my sentiments to my blog lol.

ive come to the conclusion that i'll be moving sooner than expected..im gonna be a gypsy minus the big mole and carnie crew : )..if anything goes RIGHT, ill be updating my blogger quite often..with tales of my country wide excursion for a piece of mind or a piece of peace...its gonna suck if i end up in the damn bermuda triangle or if i end up on a slave plantation..dont front, we know they still exist.

on a brighter note..WTH is usher thinking, doin a duet with his fat old baby mama...UGH!

ranDUMB vol 2 or something

that picture is so sad to me :( Gary Coleman is selling his Saturn on EBAY along with autographed photos of himself; parents shouldnt steal from their kids...i hope all the child actor laws are intact..cuz thats a shame..whats funny? he's UBER ashy and he's wearing CROCS!!! hahahahahahahaha :D crocs make me laugh. my sis loves her some crocs..anyway. thats it for now.

proNAILS!

i am a major fan of colorfully designed flashy, tacky acrylic NAILS! i love em...theyre so cute..Kid Sister, an underground rapper from the Chi did a whole song in their honor...and look at them footworkin..i been on this song since mid summer! hahahaha look at kanye finger dancing lmao! :D

R.i.P.

R.i.P. to half of the rap duo UGK, Chad "Pimp C" Butler, was found dead in his LA hotel room, there is no cause of death yet...this saddens me greatly, i'm not gonna jump ship and say i loved UGK so much..but i did like their music; more so was I a fan of Pimp C's big mouth and his constant poop talking...he called Russel Simmons gay on many occassions and it always made me laugh, cuz R.Simmons, needs to man up. Anyhoo..RIP Pimp C. :'(...as a natural born Texan, its sucks to see a Texas Star gone!

ranDUMB thoughts. vol 1

i'm not really lost..maybe im at a fork in the road..who knows..anyhoo, i never saw that movie, LOST IN TRANSLATION..it just seems odd to me that Bill Murray, comedian extradonnaire lmao, can actually be in a film thats not comedy, maybe satire...there are a list of films i must see, books i must read, songs i must learn, albums i must acquire, collections i must start..but everytime i commence on my journey of gaining this knowledge, something impedes my quest and i am back to the fork in the road...deciding on this choice: LEFT OR RIGHT; the suck thing about this...i cant even tell my left from right on impulse..lmao :D :D!

so lately, ive started boondoggling (dont know what it is...GOOGLE IT) and its lost its appeal to me since 9th grade..i would scrapbook, but im not a fond member of the photoclub, id rather take the picture most times rather than be featured in the photo; i long to start MAGNUM TANGENT, but, i want to further my knowledge by way of college b4 embarking on the clothing line that awaits my much meshed future..although, im quite certain i could sell some items..and end up with a lil pocket change..and i say lil just because of the start up costs...which would mean, id be losing out for a long time until someone got wind of my shirts and started talking about them..ive pitched ideas/designs and not only have i recieved compliments..but i have gotten requests..so someone holla atcha girl!

the world of entertainment is lackluster at the moment..nothing to really feed upon to light my fire...seeing as how that distraught society amuses me momentarily..i just might have one of the strongest cases of A.D.D. ever known to man sometimes...i wish i was a kajillionaire; id invent stuff, make stuff, break it..fix it again, have yard sales, throw bean pies at lambos, paint on PLEATHER, graffiti up fancy hotels and run out...id run a muck! :D..

sometimes it seems as if we people who are uhhhh 'reserved' in their ways are longing to burst free and flit about making trouble, being daring, starting fires and watching them burn (all hypothetical..im not a pyro lol)..it just seems at this point that life is mundane..and im 'insane in the membrane' (not really..but thats all that rhymed!)...i long for more action, less questions...more fun, less guns...good food, nice drinks, pretty dresses, big heels..big hair, bucket a$% cars..being infamous for doing the unspeakable in the circle of people we know; not harming anyone in the process..not worrying about cash, feria, guap, doe, bank, SQUILLA, chedda, paper, yaper, gouda, $$...but who am i kidding; this life= C.R.E.A.M. Kanye says, 'having money's not everything, not having it is!' damn was he right.

s0Me SUPERHEAD :)

i once had a blog (on MYSPACE) that i updated quite often...merely a mixture of ?'s i had about celebrities and las vegas...today i got kinda bored so i just figured id relish my old love for a bit :) enjoy!

bow wow and omarion are trying to...lemme see, maybe emulate hov and kells (best of both worlds albums)...bow wow has often proclaimed himself one of the best rappers out...NOT! Omarion with his airy voice, straining to hit a note..just cant do it...yea, this album is gonna sell like hotcakes (theyve set the release date for xmas time..hahaha slick slick) because teenaged girls are gonna want it...but is anyone actually expecting anything great from this album? im not...i cant even say its gonna be worth a blank cd..and the album cover is CREEEEEEEPY!

this is one of the many pics from Robin Thicke & Rhianna's spread in GQ...her boob job looks really good..dont even try to say she didnt have a boob job, she had maybe a teaspoon more breasts than me lmao...:D..anyway, my question is...i wonder how Robins wife, Paula Patton is feeling about this steamy lil shoot...

(that is one hell of a forehead! damn)

i cant remember where i saw this pic at...but i thought it was cool...those colorful skeletons seem to be spelling at drugs..aint that tight?

thats all for now..later

yE

i found this youtube of Kanye breaking down at one of his shows in Paris...and it hurt to see it..i wish they would have moved him off of the stage..but maybe crying in front of an audience of adoring fans will do him so good..maybe show him that even with his loss..people do care about him..but isnt odd to care about someone you dont know...it probably is..but i really do, i love kanye. this is the video of him breaking down on stage...man...i love that dude. hahahahaha this is funny but the only thing i can think of is, 'when u cry, i cry, we cry together'...adios!